This may be one of the most difficult posts I’ll ever write. Why? Because it is very personal to my heart. It’s one I’ve wanted to write for a long time, yet, it always felt too personal, too intimate, too hard to put into words.   But, as social media continues to grow as the number 1 form of communications. As more and more people begin to use Facebook, Instagram and other forms of media that allows one to upload images of themselves to share with the world, the more my heart grows hard.  Yes, hard. I don’t want to have a hard heart. I don’t want to tell myself to…